Thursday, June 29, 2006
its not about the pain i get... its not about the tears i shed... its not about the blood i spill...
its about the pride i gain... its about the dignity i try soo hard to get ...its about the respect that i earned...
is this wat i get for turning 16?...
is this my fate?
is this my destiny?
will she care about me when i got beaten up?...
soo many question ran through my head..when i was fighting with that ass hole....
u think u can get angry and just start hitting me?
have u ever though of the ways u treated me... and u want me to respect u ??!!
u say i m guai lian... but hello plzz la... so many times u hit me for fun.. i just ignored... and do no shit to you...ever since sec 3 .. u have been doing shit to me.. and i just forget all about it... u call me so many nicknames that i dislike.. and i just ignored and forget about it...i have been tolerating.. and think that once i m out of hong kah i can forget about this bastard... but i didn't know my patience wasn't strong enough to tolerate...
so what i just sit on ur place and ddn't wana get up... so what.. big deal man.. come on its just a seat... u can oways find 1... and by the way the com in sch sucks.. so wat for u wanna use it...
for wat fuck u wanna fight wif me... in the end... u are still the 1 who get into a greater trouble than me...yes u will feel happy and strong cos u already injured me... but have u ever thought of the consequnces... and yes i m stupid enough to fall into ur trap... but i didn't cared... cos all i wanted from u is to respect me... just respect me... and stop doing stupid things that can hurt any 1...
i did not fight cos i was angry... i wanted to fight so that i can gain back my rights... my dignity.. my ground... my pride... and the most of all my respect...
and if ur reading this...
yes i m sorry for sitting on ur place and did not want to get up...
but i want to u and the rest who are reading this something...
when u get into the "outside" world... it will be totally different... u think ur the biggest in school.. but remember there are others bigger than u outside... so try to control ur anger... and fight is not the only way to resolve things...
//[**Knocking on Heaven's door for the answer i seek**]\\
Posted by ShenG at Thursday, June 29, 2006