Thursday, March 30, 2006

wahahahaha

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love 2day

2day the gym feeling came back@!@@@@@@@@@!@!@!@!@

wahahahaha finally is gyming time for me liao...

wahhh after more than 7 monthd nvr go gym.. finally the feeling came back...WOOOOOO

before went to gym.. went to mac find dear.. at there oso rather happy spend time with her..haha but sad nvr hold her hand!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

hahah but any way jus wud like to say..

THANK YOU DEAR... U GAVE ME THE MOTIVATION TO GO TO GYM.. AND NOW THE FEELING CAME BACK.. I M GONNA GO TRAIN FOR U..!!

//[[**to see you when i wake up is a gift that i think it can't be real**]]\\

Posted by ShenG at Thursday, March 30, 2006

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

2day.........in school not much happened la... jus the usuals...and was rather happy with myself ... 2day PE.. i finally can tahan 4 rounds straight along the field... straight run nvr stop for a walk.. last time the most i only can tahan for like 2 rounds... then stop walk... but then 2day totally changed my style of running... hahaha 4 rounds.. haha next time i try 6 rounds..hahahaha..mus be the motivation from dear within me..hahaha.. i oways kept thinking of dear when i running..hahaha

2day went and find dear after school dismissal tot of staying in sch with dear untill she go for her band... then she say she want to eat.. then she told me before when she eating dun go and find her lata her friends all got no mood to eat... then she call me to go home first.. then i say ok then i go home first.. then muack her then walk off to home.. reached home.. bathe.. then watch tv.. some kids programme for ages 5 to 10 but then i over grown liao i still watching..haha the show Between the Lion is rather a nice show even though is a kids programme..hahah... then after that ... went and make my hair..lol.. not really make la.. jus spend liao 15 mins styling my hair... comb up comb down.. then comb sideways..any how comb.. but then i found my hair style.. that is comb all the way down.. look nicer that way..haha... then went and on the com.. did some blog changes but nvr post blog untill now.. then played DOD.. then chat with john on the msn.. then after that he go gym liao i continue playing DOD then stop.. then went to the toilet and carreid soem pails with water.. walao i carry alittle bit my hand start to ache liao.. very long nvr go gym liao.. need to chiong liao.. if not my arm not nice then dear dun wan me...hahahha .. then had dinner.. then mum call me go and mop floor.. wahh my hand no feeling but i still mopping then half way mopping half way listen to music.. full blast very loud.. then i didn't even noe dear call me .. untill i checked my hp.. then saw her number.. walao .. and some more us 10 mins after she called..walao... sian... then after mopping bathe then came on again to update with this post

sooo sorry dear nvr pick up ur call.. i blast the speaker too loud then didn't noe u called...

dun sad ok =-)

//[**to see you when i wake up is a gift that i think it can't be real**]]\\

Posted by ShenG at Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Monday, March 27, 2006

2day is 100% fuck got the morning@@@!!!!...

morning came to school early cos need to put uniform .. then close the room liao.. then went back to class got raining... then saw dear... walking infront of me... then i nvr went and talked to her... then i think she oso know that... then i walk to my class liao.. i felt like an total asshole a total idiot... was rather angry and disappointed with myself.. then didn't had the mood to read so i jus slept... then after assembly in class was cpa... during cpa i felt better... but not soo good... cos some times my friends can't really say friends... in the lab.. soo many people make noise then i oso make ... then instead to call them shut up they call me... wtf... ok la i admit i noisy then i shut up... then i nvr talk the others kept talking talking ..banging on table llaughign soo loud and yet my other friends nvr even told them to shut up.. is like total wtf..!!! but didn't cared did my work then surf the net... then after cpa was cme.. cme..lol.. mr tan told us about sex.. then let us watched a show about insects... then after cme was maths.. maths as usual bought curry puff from the stall then come back class eat and do... then after maths was reces... wahhh recess i love it alot even though i m angry.. haha first time i shut up the fucking lian de up... cos every tiem jian feng come or any 1 comes he will jus make a fool of himself.. then talking loud scolding loudly... i told him alot of times i dun like peopel when eating speak so loud.. unless u laugh that a different case... then jian feng come.. he jus shouted.. then i sooo angry i scold him back... scold ..scold i let out my anger... then half way the teacher came and stop me... if not i think a fight can happen liao... haiz... sad ahhh... but i like it shut up fuckass up... next time he kao pei right i m will jus throw my food at him.. scold him .. tell him to get lost... once again i tell u people reading... i dun like peopel when eating talk soo loud ... i totally hate it...

then after recess was chinese... chinese did nothing la... cos dear nvr rite at my book so i nvr rite her book.. so instead i jus slept there... then after chinese was science... science recap on last year chapter.. wahh i like totally forget about it liao... then after science was dismissal then had speech day reharsal... saw dear performing ...hahaha such a small cute gal holding onto such a big instrument.. hahha ..k la dun bully u liao..hahahaha


//[**see you when i wake up, is a gift that i think it can't be real**]\\

Posted by ShenG at Monday, March 27, 2006

Sunday, March 26, 2006

hahaha.... 2day went out with my mum and sis... wahahahaha.... went to JP ... very long nvr go JP liao... then go there... wore my Star Fuck fo Free t-shirt..lol.. purposely wore that t shirt..lol..then go to coffe shop eat.. alot of people stared at my t-shirt..lol.. then ate chicken rice for lunch.. then after lunch went to the bus stop.. then bus stop oso got peopel stared at my t-shirt..lol.. then board the bus to JP.. then reached and alited at JP.. then went to the New JP nationa llibrary was rather big.. then go there got 1 guy performed a eletric piano.. wahh his piano skills was very good.. then he played 1 harry potter song... wahh he played like as if the while concert band was playing... but he only 1 guy playing leh..walao chio sia... then they gave out brochure of the YAMAHA music school.. then i open up see they selling musical instruments .. then i saw the flute.. then i tot of dear and the flute.. then i thinking to my self mayb i shud buy the flute then let dear teach me how to blow...hahha.. but then i dreaming too much la the flute cost 600++ walao.. then some more i got my N lvl fee $300 walao... i broke liao if i bought that.. then i flipped behind .. then saw wat guitar course $47 per month.. then i see liao wahhh the fees i cannot tahan...!!! sian... then think aiya buy 1 guitar book then teach myself how to play..lol.. then i was oso thinkin... that i dun have any musical talents.. not like dear... dear can play flute, clarinet.. then i i can't even play a recorder..walao i sux la.. even my singing oso sux ..then i oso sian... then went to JP afte that... saw alot of couples.. then i think to myself again.. if only dear was beside me holding her hand telling her jokes making her laugh... sian... then after that mum and sis went n look at their things.. tthen i alone myself walked around JP.. listening to music on my mp3 then .. went into alot of shops... then reading some books in popular.. tot of buying chicken soup for the teenage soul.. then i think think nvm can go to school library and borrow.. went and find mum and sis then they are at osim.. trying out the eye massager.. then they call me to try.. then i put on.. then they ask me wether nice anot.. then i jus i dunno no feeling ah.. then i told sis that.. i need eye massager for wat... i got very little stress de...then i tot to my self.. the most i stress i call dear help me massage can liao..lol..then went and eat dinner... then went to ntuc.. then went home.. then on the bus i was like thinking since i dun have any musical talents.. i can have other talents ma.. then jus suddenly tot of joininh the singapore youth flying club.. then reached home told mum about it.. then mum encourage me to go...then i was like o ya..!!! then i told mum and sis that i going to ITE i go for the aerospce course learn about aeroplanes part.. then if i got my license on flying.. then when after my ns i can sign up for RSAF then be a onboard aircraft engineer on the F/E 15 strike eagle.. lol.. then they say i think too much then i say cannot meh must plan for future.. ..lol.. then bathe then on the com then i m here blogging hahaha... very siao.. ahh the whole day...

wish dear was with me... miss her alot during this 2 days... but nvm i will be seeing her tmr again.. so won't be that long... the most i ren for 12 more hours then can see her leh..!!!!

Posted by ShenG at Sunday, March 26, 2006

got up early to blog..cos i yesterday wanted to blog but then overslept.. lolhaha..

yesterday went to the NCC affirmation ceremony.. ..actually is only for sec 1 to go but then i jus go.. cos i that tiem sec 1 have the SARS thingy.. then cannot go... so i this year went with the sec 1 .. went to sch 12++ then sit there talk cork with teh part A then bus came around 12.40 then board the bus ... slept in the bus ... was a long journey to indoor stadium.. then dreamt about dear..lol.. then after that woke up liao.. then unbaord from the bus then went into the indoor stadium... took us 10 mins jus to get in.. cos there were alot of schools..so have to wait and line up.. then finally reached into the indoor stadium .. then sat our places.. went and took the goodie bags for the part A then went to toilet ... talk cork with edward.. then sat back at our place.. then the ceremony started around 3+ then got performances.. then 1 of the performances i like was the PDS from hwa chong institution .. wah they spin the rifle damn good ... some more they use Mak 4 ..my rifle spinning skills sux man.. .i can even do a triple back spin or a forward arm spin.. sian... if only i was that good then i can impress dear with my skills...muhahaha but i m jus dreaming too much... then after the performances.. they have the speech from all the big ranks.. then i felt sleepy and rather bored... then i was like wishing dear can call me then.. but then she nvr call.. so instead i slept.. there .. then the ceremony end liao ... got up... then alot fo sch like rushing for the exits... then walao i tink we lost some part A so i and farhan went and find them... but instead we got lost... then call up zhen long then he say all there liao.. then ask them where they were.. then they say at the bottom of the bridge.. then i and farhan quickly rush to the bridge bottom.. then foudn them..lol... then the bus came... boarded the bus... then i slept in the bus again.. then after that reached school... waited for edward chi chao and zhenlong and shankra.. then after that .. me shankra and edward went to mac and eat dinner... then after that talk cork... then heard some secrets... haha can't really tell though.. then after that went home...went home bathe... on the com.. that i tot dear mayb on ... then scarly see aiya she not on.. then went to sleep... then was suppose to wake up after 1 hour scarly didn't noe slept all the way to this morning..lol...

dear miss u alot...all day nvr hear ur voice... and nvr see u the whole of yesterday...

Posted by ShenG at Sunday, March 26, 2006

Friday, March 24, 2006

yesterday nvr blog cos not much thing happened.. but mayb 1 thing did happened.. but i wish not to disclose it... soo sorry guys...


hm... 2day me will not be blogging about things that happened 2day but things that happened this year..

this year.. was like a funny type of year for me... a rather funny 1.. the year of the dog..lol.. sorry dovan for the insult but was rather funny.. hmm.. many things happened to me.. found my angel.. taken part in PDS.. acted like an asshole in school.. going to canteen during lessons...alot alot and alot of things.. but this thing all happened for a reason.. i dunno what the reason but atleast faith or god know why it happened.. some times i was wondering.. why was i created.. why m i on earth.. why can't i be born as an alien.. what is actually on the other planets.. u noe some times i wonder all these type of feelings... and 1 feeling that happened to me this year.. found my angel.. well that feeling i did'n had before... not even once.. from sec 1 to sec 3 i have been liking a total for 4 gals none of them were successfull... but this year.. i like this gal haha... liked her for like the 1st month then got to be her angel ... and well during our togetherness ..things gotten messy at some times.. but we always belive in each other and we oways stood up for each other ..and made the problem end... jus like yesterday.. but yesterday was a rather unpredictable case... didn't tot that mite happened...

k comes to friends now... friends well .. the usuals..only that this year.. i didn't felt as close with my friends any more... i felt like i m falling apart from them..i did not noe the reason y.. 2 of them are total assholes.. well mayb jus only 1.. though he mite be smaller size than me.. he oways hits me on the arm.. and he oways ask me whether is it pain.. then i jus say nah... not pain.. but little that he know that... its not the arm that is pain.. is the heart that is pain.. i treat him as a brother or a good friend.. he jus punches me every single day without fail... and i m like tooo kind hearted.. people hit me back.. i dun hit them.. cos i noe this type of things leads to a worst case senario... soo wat the point of hitting back.. when i m in a sure losing state.... but wats the point of not hitting back when i feel the most pain.. its hard u noe... if ur in my posistion u shud noe... and if ur friend u shud noe... its very hard...

k la i end it here..

dear ur sore throat ok le ma??

Posted by ShenG at Friday, March 24, 2006

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

dear i miss u soooo much... since yesterday the whole of yesterday and the whole of 2day...

yesterday dear nvr come school...cos think she didn't had enough sleep ba... but then dear atleast 2day got come school.... but then only talk to her awhile.. then i had to go for ncc... haiz ..sian..


2day normal day la...my normal sleeping day... 2day during silent reading.. slept then mr wee came and woke me up.. then i wake up liao ... read my story book... then read untill sing national athem... then sat back.. then continued to slp..lol... then after that was english...english Mr Said never come.. so got relive teacher.. then after english was pe...pe i damn tired... to long nvr run liao...aft rrunning 4 rounds.. i felt soo heavy... haiz... then after 4 rounds was shutter run..ahh my shutter run omost failed... ahhhhhhhh.. need to train for my running liao... napha coming in 3 weeks time...@@@@@#!@!@!!@!@.. must chiong all the way liao.... then after pe was eoa... eoa did wb... then after eoa recess...recess after my meal sat there talk cork...then after recess was science... science.. ahahahahha... learn new thing... petrol chemical...damn chimology... but atleast understand 20%..then after science was pc...cos no assembly sooo stayed in class... in class mr tan let us watch some total defence film... then i no interest i jus slept.... sleep on the tabl no shiok... so tried leanng back... leaning back no shiock.. so lie on 2 chairs... lie on 2 chairs no shoick... lied on 3 chais.. then finally damn shiok ..slept for like 20 mins ... then finally woke up for dismissal...after dismissal.. had ncc goh reharsal for speech day... then call fahmi open the room himelf... cos i told john to open the harmonica room... wanted to sleep there... but then dun have cos john cannot find the teacher...lol.. so instead stayed outside the harmonica room and talk cork...lol.. after that had ncc goh training.... then b4 training tot of finding dear... then found her.. but then talk to her for awhile then need to go training liao... then missed her alot... cos the whole day in school only talked to her around 5 mins.. was a sad case...haiz... but then nvm tmr i got stay back cos of my sports leader then she stay back cos she got band... wahaha then good liao.. can pei her... hahaha


then after the speach day reharsal went home... changed then bathe then had dinner.. then watched bleach.. then chat with dear ... then think gonna slp liao... tired ah... whole day in school...


k la bye

Posted by ShenG at Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Monday, March 20, 2006

2day is the starting of a new term...soo sian.. haiz... go back to school... but was rather excited.. cos i can get to see dear every day againn except saturday and sunday.. hahaha... missed dear alot during the school holidays... then finally can get to see her every day again.. haha...

k la starting sch ... 8am to 9am was wat class admin thingy la.. then didn't cared .. jus kept talking and playing with kannan and amar.. then 9am to 10am is oso mr tan class.. ten he show us mr bean.. then i didn't care la .. went to sleep... after that was maths... then woke up then went for maths.. then maths was correcting the maths paper that time miss tan gave us... then i do liao... like 30% of the question i do is wrong ..lol.. atleast better liao... last time i can get up to 60% wrong or even worst... then during maths felt very hungry.. so went to canteen with john to buy curry puff... but then the tibits shop nvr open soo have to go back class and ren... then i think o ya nvr tot of buying bao... then i ask john whether he want.. then he say he dun wan.. so i jus went to the canteen myself.. then after that came back liao.. john suddenly say.. o ya nvr tot of pao... then i told him liao.. but i think he nvr care la ... then part eating part correcting the mistakes.. then after maths was recess... recess lol stay at the canteen after our food.. kept talking untill dunno how to get up.. then after that got up liao.. put the plate.. then tot of finding dead.. then i remeber she told me not to find her during recess.. cos... her friend all will make all the noise la... so i nvr find her.. then after recess was chinese..lol.. chinese damn funny .. cos dear told me b4 that she rote on my chinese text book before the holidays.. then... i 2day then go and check.. then saw she rite..lol.. .. then saw john went and take audrey book... cos audrey oso rite his book... then went and take dear's book..lol.. then john damn suay.. he wanted to rite on audrey book but then cannot... cos Mr Wong saw him taking the book.. then he nvr saw me..lol.. then john no chocie have to put back.. then i take liao put under the table.. then after Mr Wong finished with the chapter... i took out dear's book and rote.. rote half way the stupid dovan saw.. then he bao toh .. walao... then mr wong saw then call me to put back.. so i no choice put back... then john .. was liao "bu kan yen" (means not satisfied in chinese) he went and try to take audrey's book then kena by Wong again ...lol... he was like sooo suay..lol... then after chinese was science.. science did correction on the holiday work.. then do do do... after that mr tan talk about new thing.. i jus went to slep.. cos was very tired... then science finish liao.. is school dismissal ... stay back to wait for dear... then remembered o ya got house pratice.. then think aiya sian... dun go.. lol... then dear come liao .. then she had her lunch .. then i sat beside her talking talking laughing.. lol.. then she have to go home early cos she got her cousin's wedding... so walked her to the bus stop.. then saw Mr Said... sian... but then he nvr say anything .. but he like kept starrign at us..lol.. then after that ... bus come liao.. dear boarded the bus.. then say my bye then go home liao... reached home.. bathe slept... then woke up.. drunk kopi then ate biscuit.. then on the com.. started to play some games.. then went on the msn to chat.. then chat with dear.. for awhile then she have to go off liao.. then went back to games.. then came out.. had dinner... then after dinner.. watch bleach.. then here i m blogging.. hahaha

k la gtg liao

byebye


dear enjoy ur cousin's wedding ok

Posted by ShenG at Monday, March 20, 2006

Saturday, March 18, 2006

2day... wahhhh... 2day actually is work at 12 but then changed schdule with gui hua soo become 8.30 .. cos the same time i oso want to wait for dear ...she need to go to school around 5+ ma.. so i punch out liao jus nice 4.30 then can go to bus stop wait for her..

k la .. 2day punched in 8.30.. felt tired ..ah very long nvr punched in soo early liao... then did morning counter for awhile. then kamalia aka adek wanted to me to scrub area B and area D floor .. so i go and scrub... wahahahah damn nice man... i in total use up 1 hour 30 mins jus to scrub the floor... for awhile 1 hour and 30 mins gone liao... woooo!!!!!... then after that 11 did counter again... untill 2++ felt hungry then requested for break.. so i had break... then 2.30 punch in from break went back counter... do do do all the way to 3.30 then not much customer liao went int othe kitchen to relac abit ... then aw auntie bee koon doing mix... then i ask her whether i can help her... cos to me doing mix is 1 of the best thing i ever done... i still can remember i did 4 buckets of mix in 40 mins.. lol.. then slowly doo slowly stir the mix... slowly record the time then by then zhun zhun 4 o clock requested to punch out early... cos scared lata dear reached the bus stop first then cannot find me... soo quickly punch out then sat at teh crew room awhile... then 4.15 went off liao.. then sat 198 to the old kfc bus stop.. then reached liao around 4.30 then waited for dear for like 15 mins... then half way waited... i doze off... then dear come liao knock on my leg.. then i was like ..."huh?.. o u come liao ah" then walked her to school... then after that ... reached school liao.. then i went home ... then use the com... then ate dinner... then watch abit of bleach on youtube.. then came and blog.. actually was going to wait for dear after her bbq night... but then my mum dun let me cos very late liao... so told dear cannot make it... sooo dear dun be sad or sian ok...


k la gotta go liao...

1 more day to see dear again...muhahahaha to me 1 week is like passing 3 weeks ... cos nvr see her ..ahhhhhhhhhh

Posted by ShenG at Saturday, March 18, 2006

Thursday, March 16, 2006

hahaha.. last nite nvr blog cos by the time came home liao very tired then jus slept...


last nite i very happy.. around 5.30 went out off house go and meet yin hao at poly clinic then from there take train to orchard road mrt station and wait for yi rong and che fu.. then come liao 7++ jus nice we go taka ...the band jus started... haha... then go there saw dear sitting first row.. haha is like some more the first 1 from the front right haha... then after watch their first segment ..tot of finding dear but then nvr did soo i called lydia call dear to come but then she dun wan...sian... so they start their 2nd segment me yirong and che fu and yin hao went to mac and eat our dinner.. then eat liao went back to taka and see them perform... then after they finish liao we go to PS to play arcarde... then after that went back to school and wait for dear .. but then dear not at school they went to the coffee shop and eat.. then after that went to the coffee shop and find her... then found liao ... then dear and her friends eating their dinner ..so left me yi rong che fu and yin hao sat on another table talking.. .. then they eat finished liao... then actually tot of telling dear a joke and spend the night with her at the bus stop... ad celebrate out 1month and 1 day anniversary... but then nvr... cos dear the bus come liao... sooo nvr actually spend the night with her.. felt sian... but then nvm la.... can oways spend with her other times...


o ya dear if u seeing this ah... me on that night not angry or bad mood is bicos i sleepy on that day soo my face was abit down la... dun worry ok..


bye bye


miss u oways

Posted by ShenG at Thursday, March 16, 2006

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

14 march is well can say a memorable day hahaha.. first tiem did lobby selling in mac... felt sooo happy.....earn $51.05 from lobby selling.. hahaha... went to work around 10 then punch out 6.10 haha... yin hao came and find me.. haha he bought 4 cokes becos he waiting for me... haha then he soo bored then he jus kept on buying drinks from me.. haha... haha punch out liao jus nice was about to eat double cheese she called me.. haha told me some things..haha.. actually i noe that but i jus didn't want to let u noe cos i wanted to be a surprise.. but then nvm la... since u already noe i noe and i already noe u noe..haha... can't wait for tmr... but scared lata at night not successfull wahh then i sian si bua... haiz... haha

k la gtg liao




HAHA HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO U AND ME... HAHAHA

Posted by ShenG at Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Monday, March 13, 2006

wahahaha... last nite actually want blog... cos i tot of last nite tonning over night... use the com.. in the end felt sleepy then just sleep without updating..haha

k la yesterday ah... sian.. my cousin wedding... haiz... got up early cos they say wat need to open the car door for the bride and groom.. walao y soo traditional... open urself can liao ma... but then in the end open liao atleast got ang bao can take...haha.. the only advantage hahaha.. walao.. i open the door i felt sooo gay!!!!.... but only lasted for 20 secs then ok liao.. then after that... had buffet .. then got wat serve tea thingy la... dunno wat shit oso a tradition... haiz... then after those went back home.. then on bus she called me.. wahaha by then i not sian liao..lol.. then talk talk talk... then after that alighted at my stop.. then reached home.. kept talking to her... dun wanna put down... then scarly her fone no batt sian.. no choice to put down. .. then tried to slp cannot slp... sian.. was tired then after that woke up went and bathe then wear clothes... haha i like first time wear soo formal long sleeves wahhh ... to me like very nice leh... then i cannot stop looking at the mirror ...haha i noe u all will think i BHB... but its true .. i nvr wear sooo formal before.. haha...then after that wearing half way she call me again.. then talk talk untill i need to put down liao.. then put down lor.. then went out liao take bus then take mrt then take taxi to the hotel had the wedding dinner.. walao reached there 8+ then the dinner started at 9++ like OMG... 1hour lata then start and i m already sooo hungry.. haiz... then 9 came the food come liao.. wahh eat eat untill i ownself oso pai seh..lol.. then finish liao.. then reached home around 12.30 soo late... haiz... but i dun feel sleepy ..so i bathe then use the com all the way to 2 cos felt sleepy liao... so sleep lor...




hahahaha.. nice ah ... actually is long sleeve but i fold fold












sorry for the above pic.. rather blur cos its only 2.7kb

Posted by ShenG at Monday, March 13, 2006

Saturday, March 11, 2006

wahaha.. yesterday acutally wanted to update blog ... but then in the came home tired then nvr blog so i now blog about yesterday.. lata i come back from work then i update about 2day if there is something happened..lol.. yesterday felt happy..haha..went to school like normal.. then after dismissal.. stayed back cos need to clean up ncc room.. every single time oso like that.. we clean liao they will jus mess the whole place up... then actually promised her that i will accompany her untill her friend comes.. but then in the end never.. felt rather sad... then i think she oso felt dissapointed on me.. sad... but then i promise her and myself that i will wait for her after her camp fire.. then after that clean up ncc room went home.. reached home around 3.30 .. used the com untill 5+ then went to slp then waoke up ate dinner... then told mum that i m gonna find john at west mall.. then call up yin hao.. his fone off.. sian.. so i go myself.. 7.30 go off.. then went to school ask the security guard wat time the camp fire ends then he say around 9.30.. then i told him i will be coming back lata... soo i went to bus stop waited for bus then 157 came.. boarded then alighted at west mall found john at kotobuki kitchen.. then sat there.. 30mins .. then still got like 30mins to spare ..s i walk around west mall then came into a comic book store.. saw a comic book rather nice to read.. the title is the mythical detective loki.. got the show but cannot watch cos is every saturday 4.30 but then i every time working.. so sian.. so i tot mayb go to my downstairs the comic book store and borrow and read.. then walk 9 liao.. went and find john.. then told him i going back to school... then go off to bus stop.. then boared 157 back to school.. then reached school liao.. waited outside the gate.. then bluff bluff the security gaurd i go canteen and wait.. then i walked into the canteen then walked to ncc room there sit on the bench.. then saw her.... wahaha.. then talked to her... then after that she had debriefing afte the camp fire..so i told her i go to gate and wait for her.. then waited at the gate for awhile then she come liao.. then walked to mac together wif her friend.. then sit there talk talk... then after that walked her to the bus stop.. at bus stop there.. very sad... cos bus come liao ma then i dun wanna let go of her hand ... but no choice have to let go.. haiz.. then after that said byebye liao went home... reached home bathe then slp..

k la i gotta go liao

Posted by ShenG at Saturday, March 11, 2006

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

hmmm.. 2day... haiz dunno how to explain.. oso... 2day english nothin much la... then 2day PE.. was rather fun... ran 2 laps aroudn the field... then did chin up.. sian i only can do 2 that time i did 3.. then after that Mr Razah let us have play our own game... so i played volley ball with simon lian de jolene wei ling and agnes.. then walao i play untill laugh laugh.. then some times play untill too violent... then after PE tot of going to change .. then lazy so i g to EOA class then heard shirley called me.. then is becos she never bring tie..so i lend her my tie knowing that i m at rish so i quickly go and ask simon.. then the ass hole simon say he will lend me but in the end he neverdid then is EOA...EOA did the workbook.. after that recess was science.. science i quickly chiong to class asking for Mr Tan for tie.. wahh lucky he have if not i die liao... then science study about more of polymer and monomers then do worksheet... then after science was assembly.. assembly got the drama performances..lol.. damn funny sia... talking neighbour relationship..haha damn funny and is logical.. then after assembly shirley return me tie liao then she went for her class then i went for my ncc... then open the door then relax there... then there got alot of malays which i dun wish to see (not say i being racist but is true that there are some malays in ncc that i dun wish to see) so i go to canteen relax with latiff and his gang.. then relax there go and find shi chao.. talk with him about DOTA after that she come liao then went and find her... then talk with her.. then she told me about her problem.. then i tried to console her ..but i dunno wat or how to say.. then she say she wanted to go home.. then i walk her to the bus stop.. then bus come liao she board the bus then i rush back to school.. to change into my uniform.. then had ncc... then ncc finish liao... came home rather late 6.30 cos got debrief .. then bathe then ate dinner.. then watch alittle bit of the tv then here i m blogging...



WAHHHHHH .... tmr stay back cos got GOH reharsal for speech day.. wahahaha i tmr will 100% can get to stay with her...

...hahahahaha...

Posted by ShenG at Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Monday, March 06, 2006

2day went to school like any normal days.. first period CPA... do nothin la then second is ME Mr tan talk about the late S. Rajaratnam then after that was maths .. maths i oso did nothin jus sit there read story book.. then after recess is chi... chi did oso nothin jus talk talk talk then after chi is sci... sci learn about polymer and monomers... all the theory stuff then after science.. school dismiss... then stayed back cos got part a ncc training need to open the room and plus got house practice.. then dismiss liao nvr go and open the room went and hang out in the toilet with john helmi dovan tiao sin and simon.. the nxtra 1 han sheng come in..then kena punched by simon for no reason(his an asshole for no reason punch people) then i felt pain but then nvr cry out ... jus lean at the wall trying to control my anger and try to relax.. cos by then i felt like punching but i noe i can't win him.. so no use fighting with him.. so i jus lean on the wall for awhile then i jus walk out of the toilet and open the ncc room.. then stayed in the ncc room for awhile.. then zaid told me that the part A training cancel pospone to wednesday.. so i locked the room... and then go find john and dovan cos they stay back want to train shot put.. then find them liao went and bought toast bread.. then shirley came along.. then john tell me that is like me and her liek nvr stead.. cos we both dun talk when we meet each other.. then i nvr say anything..then stood next to her and ask her wat she buying then she nvr reply then i call my order.. then she walked away.. then i jus stood there looking at her walking away... then all the tost bread come liao i went and find shirley... then at there eat my toast bread while she eat her chicken rice.. then talk talk talk.. then the stupid tiaosin ... go and say all the rubbish is like he can't leave us alone.. then i jus walked away... then told her that i need to for my house practice.. then need to throw javelin mah.. walao i throw oso like shit then i dun wnana join liao so i go and try for short put.. wah my short put is oso lousy.. so i go and try for discus.. then i throw thinking that i throw quite good untill i see john throw... FUCKING FAR.. haiz... then i think think sian is useless to throw against him... is 101.1% lose .. then feel like not trying to throw liao... then after that house practice end liao.. then went and find shirley... then she need to settle some thing for psl ... so i waited for her then finish liao.. we both and her friend walked off ... then walk to bubbletea shop and she bought bubble tea so i share wif her abit.. then after that walked to bus stop.. then waited for bus.. then we both talk talk talk.. then after that her bus come liao.. so i said my byes then walk home...

then reached home liao on tv.. sat on the floor then taking book out.. then she called me.. then talk talk... then she told me some thing... that i never did knew i was sooo useless... is like wat kind of guy m i ... letting a gal down.. i m like a total ass hole... n i m like the total opposite of her ideal type of guy... haiz... dun really noe wat happened to me ... is like ever since i noe her .. my whole life changed.. i think from tomorrow onwards i must try to be her ideal type of guy... cannot be too violent or gory... not too be vulgar...

Posted by ShenG at Monday, March 06, 2006

Saturday, March 04, 2006

hmmmm... how shud i start..


2day woke up felt very lonely cos wake up liao no 1 wake up yet ...so i got up then drink water then went back to my bed and tried to sleep .. but then cannot so i turn here and turn there for like 1 hour .. then finally got out of the bed then saw sis already woke up frying roti prata cos mum went out with auntie linda for coffee so only left me and sis at home .. then brushed my teeth kept my bed on the hp then was about to have breakfast ..she called me asking me wat time i punch out 2day.. then i say 4 then i ask why she said cos she missed me then i say i oso miss her.. then told her that i gonna have breakfast then put down went and have breakfast.. after that went and watched tv then bathe and gotten ready to go off .. then called her 1 last time to tell her that i goign off liao..

then reached bus stop saw latiff haha... dunno where he go he take 506 .. lol then behind 506 is 198 then i board .. sat on the upper deck listening to song.. then reached mac.. punched in early cos samantha say not enough crew.. then punched in told to do chicken soo do do do untill samantha call me go and help auntie zainah with the trays so i watched and dried the auntie jamila ask me to do the sundae mix cos she forgotten how to make.. then i took like 30mins jus to do the sundae mix..lol.. long ah.. i normally only take like 10 mins jus to do but i 2day special take 30mins for 2 packets of sundae mix.. then do liao went for break.. then at the same time qiao ting oso break.. so i and her break together... then she ask me how m i with her(my that her) then i say ok ok ... told her about yesterday's thing i was happy yesterday like as if i was in cloud nine.. then after break i punched in then went and do ballon crafting .. damn fun leh making the ballon twisting and turning ..alot of children came after me for the ballon..lol then i do do for awhile 1 hour gone damn fast.. then yenni call me to do urgent stuff cos the receipt paper no more then call me go to JE24 there the mac and take.. so i went off taking taxi.. then got 1 taxi pulled over then i say jurong east central.. then he was shock .. he told me jurong central over there.. then i say o sorry is jurong east street 24 .. lol.. then went in kept saying sorry.. then reached JE 24 ..actually nvr been to JE24 mac ... looks rather small but got play area.. the kitchen like quite big bigger than sci cen.. then saw you mian there.. lol.. then take the receipt paper and then went back to sci cen then said my thanx to the uncle then went in to mac.. then do liao..yenni call me to continue with kitchen ..so i do all the way to 4 then punched out and then finally went home.. feeling tired.. then reached home bathe .. on the com then slept for like 30 mins .. then she called me then we talked for like 30 mins then put down liao.. then went for dinner... after dinner watched show then here i m blogging...loll

k la gtg liao

bye bye

Posted by ShenG at Saturday, March 04, 2006

Friday, March 03, 2006

wahahahha...2DAY FRIDAY IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY MUHAHAHAHA












!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DUNNO HOW TO EXPLAIN





AS TEARS AS GO BY..









YONG SHENG -- DUDE

Posted by ShenG at Friday, March 03, 2006

Thursday, March 02, 2006

wahahahaha.... sooo sian... nwo currently in school blogging..


time now is 8.30amm... EOA coursework... but then nvr do cos is no ned to do ... cos i already finished with part 1 then part 2 need to wait untill after march holiday then can do.. so now i m like totally free period... is like .. internet ..muhahaha

now i mayb jus like blog abit then i go then blog again... mayb only la

morning i felt like not in the mood.. cos i felt like i slipping away from her ... jus dunno y... but i must try not to slip away from her hand... haiz... then saw some of my friends who have the same case with me ... a sec 4 guy going steady with a sec 3 gal.. haiz.. but then their relationship can last rather long and they seem happy oways and they are oways together... i wished i and her can be like that... but i got once asked her whether need to wait for her in the morning she said no need... but then i nvr wait for her i feel rather guilty even though she dosen't want me to wait for her... mayb i lata will ask her whether she wants me to wait for her in the morning... haiz... sian...

House pratice for me is on monday 3.30 to 5.30... haiz... cannot wait for her ... then her house pratice is on thursday but she got band on that day ... so i doing my SL duty on thursdays... so i can like wait for her when she finished her band... haiz...

i feel guilty and sad... even though some times she dosen't want me to do things for her... i still feel guilty for not doing those withs for her... then now her phone kena confiscated by her parents is like even worst... cos i can't call her or sms her in school... i oways feel sooo lonely ..and oways missing her oways.. and the worst is that i only can talk to her during recess or some times after school.. and that the time when i only can hear her voice... haiz... i really miss her.......

Posted by ShenG at Thursday, March 02, 2006