Wednesday, June 28, 2006

2day... 3rd day of school.. rather fast ... sian man.. 4 months time n lvl liao.. walao... 5 months time bye bye hong kah hello ite...

sian man.. starting of lesson... sit in quadrangle liek wat fuck... totally ridiculous... her class was having humantities... didn't care ... i noe it was her class... but i didn't wanted to care soo much... i just restrict my head to turn and look at her... i dunno why... i still wanna look at her,... haiz... didn't noe why...

english period ... went to hall... haiz... saw her again... haiz... just didn't wanted to look at her.. i just dunno why... had this feeling like... its very funny... i oways have this question in my head... shud i look at her?... shud i think about her?... if i look at her .. will she look at me?... if i think about her ... will she think about me?... many question going thru my head now... rather headache... recess time... bought my food.. eat wif my friends... i kept looking over to her table.. trying to find her... like last time... didn't noe why... even finsihed eating.. i kept looking at her table... during the holidays i use to think that i have already gotten over it... but when i came back to school.. that feeling still lingers within me.. i still have the feeling that i m still wif her.. i didn't noe why...

during m.e period.. mr tan talk about expert thingy... then he said out 1 question.. i can't really remember wat was the question but i can remember wat he explain of that question.. he said... its a feeling that u dunno wat costs the unhappiness within you... i think that shud be me..cos some times i feel kind of funny and lonely and unhappy.. and i dun even noe wat it costs me to feel this way...

after dismissal.. when i was walking down the stairs to the foyer.. i kept over looking into the canteen.. i did not noe why...walk out of school... went in to the lift... felt very funny... didn't noe way...out of a sudden i just laugh out... haha... its weird ...

its weird... very weird





//[**Knocking on Heaven's door for the answer i seek**]\\

Posted by ShenG at Wednesday, June 28, 2006