Thursday, April 13, 2006

promised her and promised myself never will this happened again... but.. it just happened... why is this happening... jus bicos of a stupid sms i send .. made the whole day as sucky as that time... y must we relive the time again.. why... why can't we jus be happy... why must i venge my anger on her... why... why yesterday my mood wasn't as normal as the other days.. why... why... why i had a bad day yesterday.. why... 2day surppose to be a happy day for me and her... but instead this... and the worst thing is that... tmr .. will be even a happier day for the both of us... but instead this happen... why m i soo stupid ..why...why i dun understand how she feel.. why ... mayb i'm jus born not to impress girls... mayb i m born to be useless.. mayb i m jus born to be stupid... why dun i have any brain to think that she was angry.. and i even mistaken her that she lied to me.... i jus suck ... i m jus a useless hopeless worthless freak who needs to be told to do things... it rained... and i m thinking wat for heaven layed tears on me when i m doing something that make her sooo angry and i even hurt her feelings... why ... no 1 can ever answer my questions..

i jus wish and hope by tmr she will be alright.. she will be ok...she will be fine... i wanan see her laugh and smile... cos by then i noe that she is ok... but untill now... she hasn't smile... haiz...

WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME AGAIN...I WISH ALL OF THIS MISUNDERSTANDING DIDN'T HAPPENED AT ALL... I WISH I CAN ENJOY 2DAY WITH HER.. I JUS WISHED THAT WUD HAPPEN!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


//[** to see you when i wake up is a gift i didn't think i can be real**]\\

Posted by ShenG at Thursday, April 13, 2006