Friday, March 24, 2006
yesterday nvr blog cos not much thing happened.. but mayb 1 thing did happened.. but i wish not to disclose it... soo sorry guys...
hm... 2day me will not be blogging about things that happened 2day but things that happened this year..
this year.. was like a funny type of year for me... a rather funny 1.. the year of the dog..lol.. sorry dovan for the insult but was rather funny.. hmm.. many things happened to me.. found my angel.. taken part in PDS.. acted like an asshole in school.. going to canteen during lessons...alot alot and alot of things.. but this thing all happened for a reason.. i dunno what the reason but atleast faith or god know why it happened.. some times i was wondering.. why was i created.. why m i on earth.. why can't i be born as an alien.. what is actually on the other planets.. u noe some times i wonder all these type of feelings... and 1 feeling that happened to me this year.. found my angel.. well that feeling i did'n had before... not even once.. from sec 1 to sec 3 i have been liking a total for 4 gals none of them were successfull... but this year.. i like this gal haha... liked her for like the 1st month then got to be her angel ... and well during our togetherness ..things gotten messy at some times.. but we always belive in each other and we oways stood up for each other ..and made the problem end... jus like yesterday.. but yesterday was a rather unpredictable case... didn't tot that mite happened...
k comes to friends now... friends well .. the usuals..only that this year.. i didn't felt as close with my friends any more... i felt like i m falling apart from them..i did not noe the reason y.. 2 of them are total assholes.. well mayb jus only 1.. though he mite be smaller size than me.. he oways hits me on the arm.. and he oways ask me whether is it pain.. then i jus say nah... not pain.. but little that he know that... its not the arm that is pain.. is the heart that is pain.. i treat him as a brother or a good friend.. he jus punches me every single day without fail... and i m like tooo kind hearted.. people hit me back.. i dun hit them.. cos i noe this type of things leads to a worst case senario... soo wat the point of hitting back.. when i m in a sure losing state.... but wats the point of not hitting back when i feel the most pain.. its hard u noe... if ur in my posistion u shud noe... and if ur friend u shud noe... its very hard...
k la i end it here..
dear ur sore throat ok le ma??
Posted by ShenG at Friday, March 24, 2006