Thursday, March 02, 2006
wahahahaha.... sooo sian... nwo currently in school blogging..
time now is 8.30amm... EOA coursework... but then nvr do cos is no ned to do ... cos i already finished with part 1 then part 2 need to wait untill after march holiday then can do.. so now i m like totally free period... is like .. internet ..muhahaha
now i mayb jus like blog abit then i go then blog again... mayb only la
morning i felt like not in the mood.. cos i felt like i slipping away from her ... jus dunno y... but i must try not to slip away from her hand... haiz... then saw some of my friends who have the same case with me ... a sec 4 guy going steady with a sec 3 gal.. haiz.. but then their relationship can last rather long and they seem happy oways and they are oways together... i wished i and her can be like that... but i got once asked her whether need to wait for her in the morning she said no need... but then i nvr wait for her i feel rather guilty even though she dosen't want me to wait for her... mayb i lata will ask her whether she wants me to wait for her in the morning... haiz... sian...
House pratice for me is on monday 3.30 to 5.30... haiz... cannot wait for her ... then her house pratice is on thursday but she got band on that day ... so i doing my SL duty on thursdays... so i can like wait for her when she finished her band... haiz...
i feel guilty and sad... even though some times she dosen't want me to do things for her... i still feel guilty for not doing those withs for her... then now her phone kena confiscated by her parents is like even worst... cos i can't call her or sms her in school... i oways feel sooo lonely ..and oways missing her oways.. and the worst is that i only can talk to her during recess or some times after school.. and that the time when i only can hear her voice... haiz... i really miss her.......
Posted by ShenG at Thursday, March 02, 2006