Sunday, February 26, 2006
...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
felt like shouting !!!!! ... cos to me shouting and screaming relive my stress ... singing songs that suits and put my mind at ease... but 2day was ok... felt better.. haha thnx to her... she was the 1 who cheered me up...
2day woke up not sure whether working ar 12 or 2 .. so i called up mac.. then samantha picked up the phone then ask her then she call me come down 10.. then i say cannot cos i that time woke up around 9.30.. told her that i need at least 30 mins to travel there.. so i told her i will be there around 10.30.. then quickly go and brush teeth .. ate 1 piece of bread then drunk my coffee then go and bathe.. then quickly gotten ready my stuffs then went out liao.. then reached the bus stop.. waited for the bus... actually i can take 2 bus..335 and 198.. but i chose to take 198 .. cos of some reason..haha... then 2day got one 335 came... but i nvr board.. so i waited for 198 .. then 8mins lata 198 came.. then walao board the bu sgot some people i dun which to see... is that stupid bitch from my pri sch.. dun feel like seeing her then ,.. then bus no space ..so i stand then walao .. soo suay stood next to her sit... walao.. FUCK!!!.. then reach mac liao... sat there... did some smses.. then samantha call me punch do milo..then did 6 packets.. then do milo.. stood beside qiao ting.. but i nvr did talked to her.. cos wasn't really in the mood of talking,.. then she asked me y soo sad.. then i jus say.. err... nothin la u noe my face is oways like that... then qiao ting ask me whether is it with me and her(my that her) problem.. then i say.. well u can say that la... then do milo liao.. went into kitchen did chicken and fish... first time in kitchen i was soo quiet.. didn't talk much.. only i talk cos i need to confirm order from PC which was auntie adeline... then do do... then wasn't really paying attention to wat i m doing.. drop many things 2day.. then qiao ting came ask me again then she told me that i can talk to her ... then i jus stated my problem.. then she say chong yee oso have this problem but is even worst than my... then speak of the devil .. when we talkign about him.. he suddenly came..lol.. then i see chong yee the face.. quite ok ma... mayb he oso not in the mood of talking too.. then i do kitchen.. then walao.. i taking bun from the toaster.. then i think my hand must have slipped then the toaster cover drop and hit on my right thumb.. it wasn't really that painfull then i tot is sure kena cut.. then i see .. nothin happened .. no cut ... untill 5 mins lata i see again.. i kena internal bleeding.. no cut no nothin.. but a small part of red red under my skin ... then i noe is internal bleeding.. i tried to break my skin open so the blood can come out.. but the more i do the more worst.. so i nvr touch... then do kitchen untill samantha clal me go and do lobby.. then lobby i wasn't really smilling.. then i remember that she (my that her)told me that when i smile i look nicer.. so i smiled.. and its bicos of her that i can smile and did my job well 2day.. then do untill 2.45 punched out ... ate lunch there... after lunch sms her.. untill i reached home..
haha 2day wasn't that fun for me from the outside.. but from the inside i felt much better and .. i felt happy ... haha .. she maked me smile and cheer me up.. haha...
k la gotta go liao...
Posted by ShenG at Sunday, February 26, 2006